Monday, July 14th, 2003
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12:02 pm
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Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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2:25 am - NEW LIVEJOURNAL!!!
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okay guys...
new LJ username
"thecitythatday"
so add me.
i'm not using this one anymore.
and new sn.
thecitythatday.
so fix that too. =)
<3
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(break me apart)
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Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
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10:09 pm
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i got into emerson!!!!!!!
and i got lilo and stitch.
my mom is the cutest...
she sent me flowers at work with a card and the acceptance letter inside
but i've been puking and in tears cuz i've been so sick all day. i watched tv allllll day. i suck.
so i have to try to get to sleep.
cuz i open quik tomorrow all by myself.
current mood: exzcited. nervous. sick.
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(3 pieces | break me apart)
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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
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11:01 pm - this made my day.
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Monday, November 25th, 2002
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12:44 pm
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i watched roger and me on friday...it's a documentary by the same guy that did bowling for columbine. the movie itself was nothing in comparison to bowling for columbine...
but theres this scene...with this girl that raises bunnies to sell or to kill or whatever.
and she's holding one and patting it...and then she was talking about how he's gonna be "dinner"
and then they flip to a scene of her bashing this bunny over the head with like...a bat of some kind.
it was the most sickening thing i had ever seen.
and i cried for like 20 minutes afterwards...and it made me hate the human race even more.
then we went to richy's and watched life or something like it. not too bad.
so saturday was interesting.
i talked to justin. everything worked out fine...despite some very immature actions on someone's part.
then we went to superdrag.
i liked the second band a lot. i think they were called pleasure club or something.
superdrag was alright.
not bad.
they played a loooong set.
while we were pulling out of the mall after getting the tickets...i'm at a right turn only stop light...and there's this mini van in front of me with NY plates.
and like...were stopped...and he starts backing up.
and i'm like...is he gonna hit me? well i'll just let him.
so he does.
backs right into me.
so at that point i'm pissed.
so i throw it in park and i'm getting ready to jump out of my car.
and this guy opens his door...waves and smiles at me...like apologizing...
then the light turns green...and he closes the door and starts driving.
so i get back into my car...and drive up next to him...and start beeping...cuz at this point i don't know if he did any damage or anything.
and he like....waves apologetically again...and like...does a u-turn in the other direction...so like i can't even follow him, cuz i was in the right lane.
i mean...my cars a tank...so there wasn't any damage.
but still. he didn't know that.
aren't you supposed to pull over and make sure?
i thought so.
asshole.
and no. i don't have his license plate number.
yay megan still loves me.
were hanging out tons this week.
and matt needs to call me.
and peter needs to hang out with me.
current mood:  sick
current music: elliot smith self titled
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(break me apart)
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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
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2:31 am
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Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
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1:49 am
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DIC BUTKUS: I figure I owe you several children by this point
hehe.
current mood:  amused
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(break me apart)
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1:48 am
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i wish someone would take me out to get some soft serve ice cream right now.
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(break me apart)
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1:46 am - i don't think you realize how important this is...
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Hi AMY,
The ticket(s) you ordered on November 15, 2002 for JON STEWART , have been printed! They will be shipped to you shortly via US Mail.
current mood: ecstatic
current music: dismemberment plan//guess which song?
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(break me apart)
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Monday, November 18th, 2002
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4:23 pm
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i really fucking miss my mom.
i started to on my birthday...cuz like, i hung out with her thd ay before and stuff...
but i didn't see her at all on my birthday. and it was just weird.
and like i've seen her like 3 times in the past 6 months almost. it's getting ridiculous.
i don't want to live here anymore.
jesus christ.
i've moved like 6 times in the past 2 years. cuz everywhere i go...there's always something that doesn't make me happy.
and i end up getting all depressed.
i've been bullshitting myself lately...
keeping myself super busy as to not realize how sad i've been.
and now it's kicking in.
fuck.
i hate being 18.
i feel so old. so responsible.
i hate it.
i want to be 5 again.
so for my birthday...my stepfather said i didn't owe him any money...
my stepmom paid my first cellphone bill...
my mom gave me $100, my dad gave me $80, and my grandparents gave me $100
so i was psyched...cuz now i have less to worry about and can focus on christmas presents.
so i'm driving home today...
behind a truck. a mac truck...ya know the kinds that never go above like 40 mph?
yah. so i get pulled over for going like 48. in a 30.
and i get a fucking $155 ticket.
and i have no idea if i'm supposed to be paying that much cuz the ticket isn't the kind where it's like if yr going 15-20 miles over you have to pay this much etc.
and that just seems really steep to me.
but maybe not.
either way...i'm waiting till my next check to pay it. fuck it.
it just sucks cuz like the second i'm not stressed out about money, i get thrown something else.
but on the other hand...it could be worse.
i could still have to pay my cellphone bill...and my stepfather $50 a week. and i could have not gotten any birthday money.
and i could have gotten my ticket on top of all of that.
that would have been worse.
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(4 pieces | break me apart)
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Sunday, November 17th, 2002
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4:25 pm
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channukah starts saturday night.
yay.
i don't know why that excites me.
i'm only honorarily jewish.
matt invited me to his house for the first night of channukah.
i better not have to work.
i think i do though.
retail. yay.
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(break me apart)
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4:21 pm
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this jonah record is so beautiful.
speaking of beautiful,
that song, by the dismemberment plan..
i don;t know the name, but i've listened to it 17 times in the past day.
i'm trying to download the new version of roxio so that i can burn my vinyl.
if it works then i'm never buying another cd in my life.
and all of my burned cds are going to sound a million times better cuz they'll sound like vinyl.
so my lip is peirced. right in the middle.
apparently, well...according to john that and the tragus are on the top five most painful to get peirced.
and it didn't hurt at all.
now it's sore.
but the peircing didn't.
and yes matt, i'm still pretty.
guess where i'm gonna be at 8pm on december 14th?
yup. definitely watching jon stewart at the orpheum.
tickets cost me sooooooooo much.
way too much.
but it's jon stewart.
you understand.
i have to work now.
current mood: sick
current music: jonah
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(1 piece | break me apart)
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Saturday, November 16th, 2002
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12:00 am - 30 minutes till my birthday
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i'm listening to the new jonah.
oooooh yah.
whatthecrap?!?!
December
12 John Stewart
All Ages / Show @ 8:00
$35.50-$49.50 / Ticketmaster
at the orpheum.
and i just got a check in the mail that will cover the cost.
go me.
i am so overly excited about everything right now.
i don't know how much jello will happen tomorrow.
apparently i had to register for the open house...and i didn't find that out until 3 minutes ago.
so we;ll see
and yay. it's officially my birthday.
current mood: excited
current music: jonah//visitor
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(1 piece | break me apart)
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Friday, November 15th, 2002
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2:25 am
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i like life a lot right now.
i worked for 47 hours straight today.
go me.
my birthday is in one day.
kevin bought me dinner tonight for my birthday.
jello biafra is happening.
i am so excited.
i owe jeff a vital body organ.
or something .
thanks jeff =)
current mood:  sleepy
current music: reggie
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(break me apart)
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Thursday, November 14th, 2002
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12:14 am
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soooooo tomorrow.
wake up at 730.
be at work at 9./
work work work work work. until 2.
drive to brockton in half an hour. go to the doctors.
go to work at 5.
close up 15 minutes early...be out of work by 10.
drive back to braintree and make it to the meeting by 1015.
go me.
i'm gonna be dead.
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(break me apart)
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Wednesday, November 13th, 2002
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1:40 am - daves cute
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STPfan005: i really just wanted to say happy almost birthday
clouds fall: awww thanks!
STPfan005: 3 days,right?
clouds fall: yes. haha
STPfan005: yeah,that's the ONLY reason i'm up this late......i lied about the paper thing,and even going to northeastern....it's all lies
STPfan005: just to tell you happy birthday....haha
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(break me apart)
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Monday, November 11th, 2002
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11:51 pm - wow.
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so yah. tonight was interesting.
i worked with mike and lynzy.
around 7 mike suggested cocktails.
so we drank rum and coke all night.
by quater to ten all three of us were dancing on the tables to britney and the spanish christina aguilera.
thursday is the worst band ever.
current mood:  energetic
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(break me apart)
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3:59 pm
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1:05 am
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i saw 8 mile today.
so good. so so good.
then we went to see onelinedrawing. at the show that thursday, planes mistaken for stars, from autumn to ashes, and city of caterpillar just happened to be playing.
this show made me hate thursday so much more, and we didn't even stay for them.
from autumn to ashes played my favorite song. and it was beautiful, and it made me happy.
then when jonah came on...beforehand john and i were talking about how he doesn't really fit on the tour...
like normally, there will be like a split of different types of music, but there was nothing to like, ease the audience into jonah.
and we said that it might work if he had a band, but if not...the audience is going to hate him.
so he comes out with him, his electric guitar...and his r2d2 drum machine.
and right from the start everyone's talking...just like talking.
he addresses it a little into the set...like guys...just because you paid $12 to get here doesn't give you the right to disrespect any of the bands playing.
just like...politely asking everyone to shut the fuck up and not to be so ignorant.
and no one listens.
so there's this girl standing behind us...and she's screaming "you suck" at him.
and like talking with her other 12 year old friends about how he sounds like dashboard.
so john like elbows her, hard. and then turns around and told her that she was fucking ignorant.
and she's all...well i have every right to yell at him.
blah blah.
and maybe i am ignorant, so what? i'm entitled to my own opinions.
then she leaves.
and we're hearing like all these "you suck" comments from the whole place.
it's fucking ridiculous. i'd like to think that people are a little more mature than to say that to someone.
apparently not.
so the show made me want to go any buy the new onelinedrawing.
and made me remember how much i hate going to shows. especially shows that thursday's playing.
the end.
current mood: sleepy
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(2 pieces | break me apart)
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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1:53 am - 6 days until my birthday
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i have never been more excited for a birthday.
i don't even know why.
current mood: cited
current music: thrice//as the ruins fall
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(break me apart)
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